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[Verse 1]
My garden is dead
And so is my plan
That I made up in my head
When you were my man
Of a life we could build and till and tend
had it not been pretend

My trust is broken
And so is my heart
Like a wilting flower
Left to die in the dark
You took me by the hand for a walk in the park
But I was misled

[Chorus]
I thought you would catch me
Or I wouldn’t have let myself fall
We fit so perfectly
Thought we were in it for the long haul
Damn, we really had it all
Damn, we really had, we had it all

[Verse 2]
My ego is hurt
And so is my pride
Lower than the dirt
In the ground outside
Bury my body in a box beside
The hopes I held too high

[Chorus]
I thought you would catch me
Or I wouldn’t have let myself fall
We fit so perfectly
Thought we were in it for the long haul
Damn, we really had it all
Damn, we really had, we had it all

[Bridge]
Our lives are so intertwined I don’t know how to move on
And not think of your face when I play that Bob Marley song
You should've known what you had before you let it go wrong
Go wrong, go wrong

And what am I supposed to do with all this hate in my head?
If you hadn’t fucked up so bad it would still be love instead
And who's gonna fill your spot on the side of the bed
When you’re gone, you’re gone?

And what the hell do I tell our friends and family?
Wish I could make up a lie just like you did to me
Cause it’s humiliating to tell the true story
Of it all, it all

We had it all
Ooooh
We had it all
Ooooh
We had it all
Oooh ooh
We had it all
We had it all
We had it all

(My garden is dead
And so is my plan
That I made up in my head
When you were my man
Of a life we could build and till and tend
had it not been)

We had it all
Ooooh
We had it all
Ooooh
We had it all
Oooh ooh
We had it all
We had it all
We had it all

[Chorus]
I thought you would catch me
Or I wouldn’t have let myself fall
You’ll never find another like me
So down and willing for the long haul
Damn, you really had it all
Damn, you really had, you had it all

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from Asleep To My Own Magic, released November 11, 2022

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Nicole Zell

Born to a musical family in rural Pennsylvania, Nicole Zell grew up writing songs, teaching herself instruments, and performing live from an early age. After touring nationally with American Wolves, fronting THRILLCHASER, and receiving notoriety from Billboard, Fuse TV, TODAY with Hoda and Jenna, and more, Nicole found her voice again on empowering debut solo album, Asleep To My Own Magic. ... more

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